Never had I seen such a beauty before.
Never found, what I was unconsciously always looking for.
But now she was right in front of me,
Being just the perfectly imperfect beauty that she wanted to be.
Curly luscious long hair falling down her spine,
And those eyes I could stare into for days, so sublime.
You see, this had never in my whole life happened to me.
And then it came to me,
Like a thousand bricks falling onto me, cutting my wounds freshly open.
I occurred to me, that this kind of love, would some day get me broken.
And they would scream and laugh and point at me,
Just because I was following my heart and what I wanted to be,
But we never quite get our happiness the moment we crave it,
Especially not with forbidden love, considered a “crime” if I were to commit.
Should I forget about those green eyes and how they glanced at me when I smiled?
Should I forget the feeling of how her adorable freckles covered by pieces of hazel colored locks, made me go wild?
And how she told me how pretty she thought I was, with a shy blush on her face,
And how she listened to my stories with interest and grace.
It’s too late now, I can’t forget.
And even if I tried, I would later carry immense regret.
Should I follow my heart, to the love I so crave?
Or should I ignore love, keep a smile, sit down and stay well put together and behaved?
This was the moment I realized that love was a real thing,
Too bad that mine,
Didn’t fall on the given line.
And that I,
Would have to let my love fly…
…or should I?