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Completely taken by her…

Never had I seen such a beauty before.

Never found, what I was unconsciously always looking for.

But now she was right in front of me,

Being just the perfectly imperfect beauty that she wanted to be.

Curly luscious long hair falling down her spine,

And those eyes I could stare into for days, so sublime.

You see, this had never in my whole life happened to me.

And then it came to me,

Like a thousand bricks falling onto me, cutting my wounds freshly open.

I occurred to me, that this kind of love, would some day get me broken. 

And they would scream and laugh and point at me,

Just because I was following my heart and what I wanted to be,

Happy.

But we never quite get our happiness the moment we crave it,

Especially not with forbidden love, considered a “crime” if I were to commit.

Should I forget about those green eyes and how they glanced at me when I smiled?

Should I forget the feeling of how her adorable freckles covered by pieces of hazel colored locks, made me go wild?

And how she told me how pretty she thought I was, with a shy blush on her face,

And how she listened to my stories with interest and grace.

It’s too late now, I can’t forget.

And even if I tried, I would later carry immense regret.

Should I follow my heart, to the love I so crave?

Or should I ignore love, keep a smile, sit down and stay well put together and behaved?

This was the moment I realized that love was a real thing,

Too bad that mine,

Didn’t fall on the given line.

And that I,

Would have to let my love fly…

…or should I?

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Let my Hand Go

Let my hand go,

Let me disappear into red tinted snow.

Can’t you see I have feelings too?

Can’t you understand I have to let you go, because I love you?

I know it’s harsh and hardly sane,

But this is how I deal with pain.

How am I ever going to find my guiding light,

If you keep me hidden away at night? 

Please don’t cry, please don’t cry,

I know it’s hard to break the bond of you and I.

it was always us two, 

You know me, and I know you.

Two cold hearts unite to an uncomprehendable to most friendship,

We never cried, until this whole story took a flip.

And now we have no choice but to be teared apart,

And we wish we could play our story from the start.

But don’t you realize we have to move on?

The world keeps spinning, and our hearts will stay as one.

And every night before you go to sleep, 

Look at the moon, and sky’s stars so deep.

Remember my tunes in your times of sadness, 

Or forget me if it can cure your madness.

Just what matters the most to me,

Is your happiness, don’t you see?

So after you let go of my hand,

Wherever you gotta go, whatever you gotta do,

Just remember that I’ll always be in your heart, and I’ll always love you. 

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Her Faith

Why is it that only when she begins to see the blood of her stab wound,

She begins to cry?

Why is it, that only when she starts to comprehend and assemble all puzzles pieces together,

She wants to leave us and wave forever goodbye?

Why is it that only when lives pretty flowers start to rot away and decay,

That she begins to pray?

“If there is a god” -she cries

“Help me! What should I do?” -She mutters into starry skies.

It is only now she realises, she is alone.

She realises she is empty, through her flesh to her inner, deepest bone.

Her shiny armour can’t protect her anymore,

Now she lays bare on the cold floor.

“If you do exist”- she whimpers.

“Please forgive me for what Ive done, I was too enchanted to resist!”

“Please forgive me and heal my sin away,

For I am not ready for this punishment, Im helpless, so now I pray.”

“And if you do exist, I am sorry that for every time we do speak,

I am at my lowest, rock bottom, I have sinned bad and I am weak.”

“But its at times like this when I need you the most.

Its at times like this, where only you can help, everyone else I trusted just disappeared, like ghosts.”

“And its only now that I realise, I am alone,

I am empty, through my flesh to my inner deepest bone.”

“And my only company is my biggest fear.

Fix my sins dear God, please. Wipe away my tear.”

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