I wish I could show you how immensely much you mean to me.
I wish I could fully express just the mere scale of madness I’ve reached, all from loving you.
You mean more to me than I could ever show,
And nothing I could do would ever be enough.
I wish I could express my honest feelings and talk about everything openly and freely,
But something within me won’t let me.
To the best of my ability I love you,
But it’s nowhere close to expressing how much you actually mean to me.
And it drives me mad
Why can’t I just talk about these things openly?
It’s like my subconscious is trying to lock me away from you,
Or protecting me from this potential danger; Love,
Its had it’s fair share of victims.
Maybe my subconscious is just looking out for me to not be the next.
Still I just wish I could show you just how crazily in love I am with you,
But I can’t.