Yesterday I dreamt of you,
So unexpected, and out of the blue.
Suddenly, there you were in your entire, demeaning presence.
Trickling from my core into every of my limbs.
I thought I had completely erased you out of my life,
Out of my mind.
But I proved myself wrong.
My breathing became heavier,
Hands starting to dampen.
And as you took slow tentative steps towards me,
It all came back to me,
I fought the memories,
But they all came gushing in at once.
It was too late.
I remembered it all,
How you lead me to believe you loved me, leading me to an abandoned place,
How you slapped me so hard I fell to the ground,
Kicking my stomach rolling me onto my back, spitting on my face,
How you told me to keep still, and ripped off the pretty dress I had bought for our first date, my first ever date.
I remember screaming, calling for help, and trembling uncontrollably out of a mixture of pain and horror.
I was crying and bleeding, but you only laughed and punched me over,
That even my trembling disappeared.
So I stayed still, tears running down my cheek,
Until you were done, got up, and left.
But not for long.